Reached homE le. Woke up at 7am todaY. Slept at 2.30am last night. Feeling like a zOmbie now. Stoning. Sorry, if the way I type is also stone stone de. So tired. Tired of everytHing. My lesson started at 9am just now. But I went to schooL early to have breakfast with von and lek teng. Saw ShAojie and MummY. Both of them super cartoOn. It's like 5mins to 8am and they still can eat their breakfast. (Their class is starting at 8am) Then after a while, Von, Lek teng and Mike came. Didn't know that Mike would be cominG. He's more prO compared to ShaojIe and mummy. Cos' his lesson was at 8am and he could still sit with us and eat breakfast. Until 8.30am. HahAz. LaTe! Lek Teng sO ONz. Frm Np and yet she still came tO Sp and ate breakfast with us. Lolx! Hmm. Then we sent Lek Teng to the bus stOp and Mike sent her all the way to Np. Hmm. THen Von and I made our way tO the lecture hall. Haiz. She haven't found her cliquE yet. Actually I found mine. But today we had some complications. Hmmm..During the Mob tutorial, we were supposed to do grpwork. Then I was sittIng the furthest..And 3 of them just talked about their own toPic. ForgeTting that I'm there I guess. Alright. It doesn't matter, cos' I'm used tO it~ But after that I asked a simple questiOn. Only a really simple question. I asked whether Suling is really quitting schOol. And my fren said, "Do u think she can understand wad are the lessons all about? Everytime when she's with us we talked about study topics and she can't understand. THen everytime when she saw u all writing notes she's very stressed. Even the MOB lecture the Bread Talk thing she can't understand a single thing. So stop saying u don't know anything cos' compared to Suling, she's much worst den u." My head was gOing, "Wth. Did I say anytHing wrOng?!" I felt as if I was being slApped in the face. So hurt. And I didn't say I don't know anytHing. My brain merely processes slower den other ppL. That's y I have tO be twice as hardworking as others. Or else I'll nv ever catch uP. After this I kept quiet and went to mix with Pei wen and Siying after the tutorial. We had 2 hrs break for lunch today. No idea y~ Then we went to the library to do the MOb tutorial homework. PhotOcopied the newspaper artIcle. Then 3 of them began msging me. Asked me whether I'm ignoring them or wad. I didn't want to be really rude when I gave my reply. So I saiD not really. Just don't feel really comfortable with theM~ Haiz. FelT so bad. I wore a mask in sch whole daY. Laughing and laughing..but I felt reallY sad. And hurt by the remark. Guess I'm toO sensitIve. But that's mE. And this kinda thing didn't hapPened tO me once only. The same case happEned to me a few times already. The sarcastic remark is given by the same person toO. But this time it hit me the hardest. Forget it. Tmr will be a better day I guess. Haiz~ Anyway, toOk lots of boOks home just now. Hands achIng and kinda tired. Slept merely for 4.5 hrs. TutoriaLs not dOne. Haiz. Time. I need tIme. No idea whether I'm going online tonite or not. See first bA~ Haiz.