I hate today too. >> Replying to what my kor typed in his blog. Woke up really early today because it's the last day of funeral. Horrible day. Mummy, kor and I were like crying our eyes out. *_* Hai. When I saw the coffin which was about to be pushed into the incinerator or whatever, that feeling I got was totally indescribable. Something was shouting in my head. It says, "NOOO!" And I was practically covering my eyes. Hai. It's a day that I'll never ever forget. 29/12/04






I have 4 GREATEST grandparents in the world. They are as perfect and caring as you can ever imagined. But 4 of them are not here anymore. Hai. Anyway, lots of rituals performed yesterday. I just reached home from the funeral site. Hmm. The rituals made us kinda tired. And with all that joss sticks smoke or whatever..we were like trying hard not to rub our eyes. Have to admit that kids nowadays are getting out of hand. They can talk in the middle of rituals. Ok la. They are too pampered I guess. Can't stand just a little bit of hardship. SInce they're kids, nevermind. But the adults are kinda weird too. My uncle laughed throughout the ritual. What's so funny?! My mum's crying like hell every ritual and he could actually laugh. *_* And there are people who fakes crying. *sniff sniff sniff* And he/she is trying to make everyone think that he/she is crying. Weird eh people nowadays? Maybe most humans have now turn into cold blooded animals. I don't know. I'm tired. Tomorrow's the last day of the funeral. Gonna blow my hair and go to bed. I'm in for a hard time. Hai. Good night. -exhausted girl-






Gong gong passed away. =( I'll not be blogging for 5 days or more I guess. School and the funeral is gonna keep me busy. Take care everyone.






Grandad's leaving us. That's what Mummy told me the minute my class ended just now. It's Christmas eve. Such a nice day. But why a bad thing like that has to happen? Deep down inside. I'm afraid. Afraid of what? I don't really know too. I just feel that I'm getting weird nowadays. I'm slowly retreating into my own shell. Bit-by-bit everyday. Dear has been super duper ultra patient with me nowadays too. Thanks dear. =) But I'm fighting in a emotional and psychological battle now. It's hard to win. Very difficult. Tests are all coming in 2 weeks' time. Haven't studied, no idea what the lectures are all about. Projects, all not done. I don't know how to survive. Going to visit grandad le. Probably the last time. And then to my cousin's house. Hai. I'm not a strong girl.








I have the greatest grandfather on earth. =) Gong gong jia you! xD Hmm. Haven't see dear for quite a few days le. Finally seeing him tomorrow! Yay! I'll keep this entry short and sweet.






Grandad's in hospital. Hmm. He's in CCU. One bad thing comes after another. Kinda cool right? Lol. I'll still try to keep my spirits up. Don't worry! Gonna fold cranes for him le. Will be back soon.






I have no one to turn to. =(






Dear is stupid. Yay! =x Alright. He forced me to write this. Wahahaha. Anyway, I'm gonna be tied down by projects and homework next week le. Awww. Ohh. And I went to Blue Cross early in the morning to ask about the Character Development stuff. Hmm. Then I was supposed to reach Bugis at around 12pm and meet Joanne, Meng, Edmund, Candice and Wai Shin to buy Rebecca's birthday present. Hmm. Lots of stuff happened. Blablablabla. Lol. And we took $9 neoprints. =x There's 6 of us though. So fun! Lol! Then we went to Bedok for the bbq. Hmmm. This is kinda bad. I'm like laming for the whole day. Some of them are abit sarcastic. I feel bad. I should stop laming. -knocks head- But it'll be very quiet if I don't talk. LOL! Anyway, we took lots of photos blablablabla. And I went home feeling really tired. Alright. I'm going to do my powerpoint le! Will be back some time later!






HOHOHO! I'm back! Lol! Right now I'm typing this in the ITAB class. It doesn't mean I'm not paying attention in class. That teacher disappeared to don't-know-where. So I decided to make use of some time. Ohh. He's back. Anyway, school has started. I'll try to blog whenever I have time. I got to go le! He's here! -runs-






Okok quick updates!! Dear's back!!! YAY! Lol! On the day Dear came back, we went to watch this movie "without a paddle". Muahahaha! Quite funny/stupid. xD Ohh. And Dear thanks for your "mehhhhhhh." LOL! Hm. Spent the whole day with Dear. xD Awwww. And school started yesterday. NO FUN! It's sooo boring. Ok. But the lecturers didn't cover much though. Mr Cheng let us off early again!!! Whee! But I've got nothing to do. =( Then I took my heavy bag + loads of stuff walking up and down the school. Very tiring. Lol. After the breaks and everything, it was Character Development time. So fun! There's no need to study! Hees. xD And I've got to go down to Blue Cross this saturday to ask about the community service stuff. +.+ Alright. I'm really dead tired. Had band after school just now. Tim Reynish came and conducted us. He's one funny guy! Lol! Alright. Fun but really tired. K.O now.






Alright. I went to cut my hair just now. Argh. My fringe is short now. Lol. Alright. Anyway, my 3 cousins went home le. Awwww. And my house has this horrible silence once again. Lol. I have nothing much to update la. Ohh. And my dear dear will be back tmr morning! Whee!! Hm.. But I have no idea how is he and where is he. *_* He didn't sms me for the whole day. -prays prays prays that he's alright- Ok. I'm feeling energy draining out of me now. Gonna get some rest. Where is dear dear? +.+






Hmmm. It's a Saturday today! -yawns- Everyone's out except Mummy, Danielle and me yesterday. I decided to go to JP and buy some presents, so I took Danielle with me. mummy wanted to come with us too but she has to cook for dinner. Awww. Nvm. Next time ok mummy? Then I went to JP with that chattery Danielle beside me. I'll never get bored of her. -talks so much- =x Danielle has to buy 3 presents. One for Denise (her sister) and another 2 for Denise's friends. I have to buy one for Shiyin. Wooo! Shiyin your birthday's still quite far away!!! Lol! Then we went to this shop where they personalise those kinda keychain names. Both of us wanted to get a gift from that shop but that Danielle was sooooooooooooooooooo INdecisive. Lol. So we ended up walking into all kinds of gift shops, looking for anything decent which looks like a present. Couldn't find any so we decided on the name thingy again. *back to square 1* +.+ Lol! And again, that Danielle couldn't even decide on what colour to choose for her keychain. I did mine first cos' I knew what I wanted. Lol! And we were rushing like crazy cos' we didn't want to be late. -had to meet Shiyin to get my prezzie- Ohh. And Danielle bought a ring for Denise. So nice!! Lol! That ring is pretty too! Then both of us rushed like choo choo train to take a neoprint. Bought some curry puffs too! Hmmm. And we met Shiyin at Chinese Garden. Geez. Our train was here!!! Then Shiyin and I were like exchanging presents for Christmas. LOL! So funny! Lol! Home! Then we ate dinner. Whee! So nice!! But we were horribly bloated. Lol. And I've been doing some stuff for Dear dear until now. xD Good girl right? =x Alright. Gonna wait for Dear dear's call! xD Yay!! Lalala. -happily waiting-






Whee! It's 3.20am now! Lol. I guess I'm still awake partly because of my naughty tummy. Alright. I skipped band yesterday just to accompany my cousins. Wei da? =x I'm keeping myself free everyday just because of them. Lol! Nvm. At least I had abit of fun. xD Dennis, Danielle and I watched the movie National Treasure at west mall just now. Hmm. It was not bad! Those who loves hunting for treasure, go catch that movie! Oh ya. Danielle looks like that Wen wen from the Channel 8 drama serial "Xi lin men". If you guys watched it, you should know who Wen wen is. Lol! Danielle looks like her when she puts on her glasses. This is fun! Heh heh. After the movies and some complications with the err topping up of ez link card machine, we came home and slacked. Aw. After dinner, tv all the way. I'll become a pig in no time to come. And I guess only Danielle and I are gonna be at home tomorrow. Let's see. I shall bring her out. =) Okok! Time for bed. I'm still waiting for dear dear to come back! Hurry dear school's starting! =x Okok. Enough of my nonsense. Bedtime! I miss Dear dear!






Hmmm. Quite an ok day today. Or I should say it is a FUN day! xD Ok. Hmmm. Kok Seng came over and gave me this really huge cat puzzle. *_* It was framed. Lol! Thank you! I saw that puzzle 2 years ago. Lol. Anyway, after washing up and everything, Mummy accompanied me to the train station. Lol. I saw Ting En at the platform. xD Then went to SP together with him for sectionals. It was at 3pm and I was late by 10mins only and Edmund started calling me le. Lol! Anyway, they gave me presents! So nice!!! THanks alot! =) Then our section went to staff centre for dinner. They sung me a birthday song!! *_* Geez. I was soooo embarrassed until I had to hide behind Joanne. Lol. =x But their actions made me so touched! Thanks thanks thanks for trying to make me happy. =) Yay! Clarinet section rocks! xD Including bass clarinet and alto clarinet. Aiya. Basically, it's the whole clarinet family. =) Then we went for combined practice. Hmmm. Yes it was tiring cos' we've been practising since afternoon. But nevertheless, we improved a little bit. =x Then I took bus 105 home again. =) (the bus that Joanne takes) -accompanied her cos' she's afraid of rumours- Wahahaha! No la. Took that bus cos' I wanted to walk a long way home. Walking can burn some calories you see. =x Haha! No la. I was lying. Haha. Practising my lying skills. Hmm. I chose to walk home cos' the weather's really cooling. Yeps. I got down at the stop where Joanne gets down too. Oooooo. Surprisingly, Chungyew alighted from the bus too! Hmm. Then I think he sent Joanne home. Wah wah! So gentlemanly! Lol! Continued my Journey to the West. Haha. No la. In order to go home, I had to head west. I was walking happily halfway, thinking about the amount of calories I'm gonna burn just by walking when suddenly, someone tapped my shoulder. Got quite a shock when I realised that that person was Chungyew. Lol! I am really really curious. How did he manage to find me? He told me that he is staying in Choa Chu Kang and he could take any bus home. He should be waiting for a bus at the bus stop in front of Joanne's house actually. Aiya I don't know. Wahahhaa. I thought he's a really quiet person. But while he was walking me home, wah. He can talk quite alot too. And he sent me right to my doorstep. -anyway I'm staying at the first floor. so no lifts required- xD And Dear dear just called again!! Yay! So fun! Didn't see Dear dear for quite a few days le. And I'm really happy to hear his voice! Lalalala. =) Aww. Miss my dear so much. He'll be coming back le! Alright. I'm off to write bar numbers for my band score. Haha! Shall be back next time!






Hmm. This is like the most boring birthday I ever had. Doing nothing but facing the laptop the whole day sounds so cooL! Qi came over just now. Thanks for your present Qi! Hm. Nix and she accompanied me for around one hour and they went off for dinner le. Geeeez. I miss dear dear. +.+ I'm feeling so low now. Hai. Nvm. I think it's only for this year. I hope my birthday will be THIS boring only for this year. I hope.
Ps: Thanks to those who remembered my birthday~! And also to those who gave me presents!






Hmm. My 2 donkey monkey cousins are finally gone!! Yay! =x It means that I won't have to keep clearing up the mess anymore. Haha. But my room is back to its original tranquility and peace and there's no one to share my secrets with. =( Anyway, the 4 of us (kor kor, 2 cousins and i) woke up in the morning and went to my eldest aunt's house. After lunch, we played abit of mahjong first before the adults played. Lol. And for the whole afternoon, the 4 of us were trying really hard to get some rest cos' we didn't sleep well the last 2 nights. But another cousin of mine (Danielle) just kept chattering away until everyone tells her to zip her mouth. Lol. Poor Danielle. Then we watched abit of tv and we went to the coffeeshop where my third aunt works to have dinner. Geez. Hmm. It was a huge spread. There were lots of dishes. Fish, squid, meat, soup, vegetables. blablablabla. We were really full after that. Then after I reached home, Dear came over. He helped me solve abit of my computer problems then we watched tv and chit chatted and he had to go. *_* Awww. I guess I'll be seeing him one week later when school's about to start ba. Hai. Hope he'll have fun in Malaysia. Alright. I have no idea what I'm gonna do on my birthday tomorrow. Hmm. Maybe I'll stay at home for the whole afternoon and go out for dinner with my parents in the evening ba? Hai. No dear dear. Guess my birthday's gonna be boring this year. I'll do just that. Having band practice later and there's no one to pick me home. Lol. So dependent on Dear. That's something bad. Ok. I'll be a big girl now.






It was supposed to be a fun day with dear yesterday. But it's spoilt by ME. I'm still feeling so bad. *_* Dear suggested to go out with me yesterday cos' he couldn't spend my birthday together with me as he's going to malaysia tomorrow. Alright. We decided to go to Science Centre and watch the IMAX. The Omni Theatre or something like that. Then we settled on the film "Forces of Nature". Alright. And after buying the tickets, we went to the exhibition hall. Lol. Had quite abit of fun looking at all the stuff there. But I love the Marine Aclove the most! I think it's called aclove or whatever la huh. Then after playing and stuff we finally proceeded to the Omni theatre. Ooo. At first it was kinda cool. Everything was very geography and I love it! Lol. But I got a few dizzy spells and I closed my eyes for a couple of times. And that's when my tummy started to pose some problems for me. So painful! I was like practically moaning all the way until I reached home. Poor dear dear even had to flag a taxi for me and send me home. Reached home, mummy gave me some painkillers and I tried to sleep. Hmmm. As I look at Dear's back, I don't know why but tears started flowing. Argh. Dear's going off tomorrow le and I couldn't spend a good time with him. I still feel bad. +.+ Then I went to see the doctor later. Dear accompanied me. Got some medicines and stuff. Then my cousins, Denise and Dennis came. Cool. So noisy. Lol! Then Dear and I played xbox. Wahahahahaha. Had fun right dear? =x We played until it was 12.15am. I wonder if Dear got any scoldings by his dad. *_* Then after bathing, Denise wanted me to play monopoly with her. Ok. I know that she loves it alot. Haha. So I began playing it with her until.....4am. K.O. Then we talked abit until 5am I guess. And we finally slept. Hmm. Alright. I'm going out with Dear later! Yay! Have to go get ready le. Tata! Hai. Dear I'm gonna be so lonely without you. Alright. Gonna wash up le.






Hai. I'm feeling so frustrated. I have no idea how I'm gonna survive the next semester. It's gonna be projects and prOjects and PROJECTs. Zz. And my timetable is horrible. *_* For the last semester, the earliest we were released from school was 1pm. Now. It's 3pm. Argh. I hate my new timetable. And I just registered for that GEM. (General Elective Module) I wanted to choose Astronomy at first. But I decided to study it next year. So I chose Etiquette and Professional Image instead. But I didn't see the time. And I clicked on the "Thursday 8 to 10am" module. Grrrrrrrr!! How am I gonna survive Thursday? Lessons are up to 4pm on that day. +.+ Hai. Guess I can only take one step at a time. How I wish Dear is with me now.