CougHs coughs~


TerriBle. HahaZ. One whole daY coughing in school. My lozenges lemOn sweet all eaten uP le. Awwww!!! Throat sO pain. HumpH. Nvm. Then thE Pacc tutorial, waH. ZZZ! Can't understand a single thIng. HaiYoz. WakArimaseN!!! Tests all cOming, think I die le. >< Then after this went to Jap class. WOOTS!!! So fUN!!! Wahahaha!~ I love jAp classEs! ^^ Then went tO astRo. WaH~ Soooo cloUdy. THen they were havIng a talk on telescoPes. Wahahahaha. Can't hear a single thing. Cos' Von and I were sittIng behind. In the end we were abit siao ding dong at the back. LaminG here and there. Lolx. Then we were broken uP into groups and that wHite ah BoY AntHony taught us how to assemble a telescOpe. WoOTS!! So fUN!!! Muahahaahahahaha! I'm gonnA touch all the telescopes liaO~ HahaZ! But very scared some parts will drOp. Lolx! Then after that went hOme le. FAIzAl learnS ERhU!!!! OMg. I was sO super shoCked. HahaZ. Actually I knew it during the MersIng trIp. But I forgoT. HahaZ! Anyway, Malay learning cHinese instrumenT. Quite impressivE. Lolx! HIs birthDaY todaY toO~ HappY BirtHdaY NursE!!!! Lolx! Went to Mac and buy my suPper. As I was eating my fries, I walked by the dark, peaceful, and long route home. SO nIce! Wahaha. Reached home taught kor kor JaP. Grrrr! In the end, bathed at 1am. YawnZ. Tired leHZ!!!



We can work things out -1:15 AM
Saturday, July 31, 2004



Wah..So many thIngs to take!


Lolx! School was kinda physically tiring yesterday. Hahaz. All because of the 10 cups of winnie the poOh gifTs. Lolx!!!! I have to take that all around SP, my clarinet + my file and lecture notes. And I've goT "great" classmates!!! THey saw me taking so many tHings and they chose to climb the stairs instead of taking the lifT..Omg! (THanks aLot) --- sarcastic tOne. Wahahahaha. But lucky Siying volunteered to help me take my clarinet. Lolx! Lessons were ok~ Bored actually. Hahaz. DUring Mob lecture, I was copying notes until I fell asleeP. Wahahaha! Missed out copying lots of words + sentences as a result. =x After Econs lecture, we can gO! YiPpeE!! Lalalalalala. I went to eat lunch with Siying again. So ke liaN. Always 2 of us only. Lolx! THen after lunching, I went to popular to look for fIles. RonnY came along and both of them sent me to the mrT station. But they wanted to watch movIe at the last min. HahaZ. *shi miAn mai fu* So after I found MenG at the mrt statIon, we toOk train together. 3 of them got off at JE mrt station, then I'm alone again. Aww. HahaZ. And I had to carry sOooo manY things. Lolx! Got down at Chinese GardEn and walked for 15mins. OMg. Was sweatIng when I reached the void deck. Lolx! Tired. Then I quickly did my jaP. YIpPee! Mastered them in 15mins. Wahahahaha~ Then MenG came and lOok for me..tHEn we chiong tO band. Saw MabEl looKing so flustered the momenT I stepped into the AvA. Hmm. Ms tan tOld her to apologise tO Ms laI or our band will lose her. Lose lose lOR. Lolx! ^^ Everyone hapPy ma. HMm. But guess Ms Tan wants her to saY gomennaSai to that er xIn de lai lai. Lolx. Up tO u ba mAbeL! (o"o) Band was alrIght. I used lots and lots of air to blow todaY until my tonE very eee. Lolx! AnyOne heard my tOne? Wahahaha. But my mouth muscles were achIng after playing a scale. ZzzZ! I want to practise my clarinet! Lolx! Hmm. After banD, terrIble. HahaZ. Don't want saY wad happEned. =x Then I gave them the presents. Zzz. That cHunmeng forever one. Saw me taking all these presents den he said he wanna share alsO. ><""" MabEl, remember tO tell the others to thank him alsO. Not cheaP horZ. Lolx. Then went hOme after band le. yIpPee!! So hAppY! Looking fOrward to the conceRt on SaturdAy! WoOTs! Lucky I have sOmething to look forward tO. HeEz! ^^ Now I not sO entHu in AstrO le cos' I feel very odd beIng in there. Don't ask me why cos' I don't know toO. HahaZ. Most likEly I think it's because they all have their own cliques in there ba. Guess I don't have again? Wahahaha. But my passIon for the skY will never dIe! HeeZ! Never saY dIe! Lolx! Anyway very laTe le. I'd better gO slp. HahAZ! nIteZ! OyasUminasAi! ^^




We can work things out -1:30 AM
Friday, July 30, 2004



RainY day..


Wah! I'm sOOooo fuLL frm my dInner. Lolx~ So tIred now. TOtalLy wiPed out. Awwww. SchoOl was alrIght. We had Stats in the mOrning..and after that Mob agaIn. Wahaha! Mob tutorial is alrIght thOugh. Very fUn! Wahahahahaaha! Cos' the Winter Survival tHing is just tO set our priorities. So we finished it in like 10mins. Lolx. We plaYed games for our remaIning timE. OMg..BTh~ Laughed and laUghed until my cheeKs sUper duper paIn. Lolx~ Then after school, Siying and I had lunch with Wanwan. Hmm. We went to the piZza hut tO eat. HahaZ! All same taste as me! Like Hawaiian onlY. Lolx!! Then Jon jOined us while we were eating halfway. Zz. He and Wanwan..sO cartOon lehZ. Kept laMing here and tHere. ><

Then Siying and I went to the Cadc club to get a form. I'm still thinking whether I should join cos' many of my frens are there and only Cadc members can get to go to MEDIACORP! Lolx! hMm. Zhen me ban? >< Then Siying walked me to the mrt station. But on the way, we met Wanwan and Jon again. 0.o" They were watcHing the soccer. And wanwan tOld us that he mighT be organising duno wad class activitY. Faints. Every week once. Lolx. After discussing, Wanwan + Siying sent me to the mrT station. So gd rIte? Lolx! Jon duno go where le.

Ahh. I'm so suaY! When I reached Lakeside MrT StatIon, it was raining sO sOOoooo heavilY!! GrRrrrrrrr!! Once I stepPed out of the train, I was drenched immediately. Zzzz. And I still had tO take a bus tO Blue cRoss. Yawnz. This is very very crude..When I reached the bus stop near Blue Cross, there was, No MOre RaIn..!!!! Qi si le!!! Lolx~ Nvm. I reached there, then went tO search for Zhao hOng (Qi's brother). Then found him helping those with lower IQ. I joined him there. Hmmm..those people ah..So lazY. They have something tO play with but they didn't want tO move their hands and do work. Lolx. I ended up playIng with plastIcine myself. HahaZ~ And made a guy(in his sixties i think) enjoYed wad he is plaYing. We are basically moulding plasticines. HahaZ. When I asked him whether he wants to plaY again, he kept noddIng his head. HahaZ. So cute lehZ~ We went home around 5pm. Zz. In the bus, that Zhao hOng kept asking me to gO to Ks house again. Forever de. >< He said it is his mum's birthday today. Hmm. But I feel weird going to his house. So, I didn't gO again. Anyway, I'm very very tired now. Gonna rest and watcH tv + bathE le. Tata~






We can work things out -6:53 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004



Terrible day..


Just came home from school. So many things to do later. AlrighT.. Caren Yeong caren yEong..Wad are u dOing?!!!! Zzzz. LAst nite I had a hard time slping cos' I was thinking of the Idea project..until around 3am ba.. Haiz. Woke up around 7.50am. Totally no idea wad I was dOing..Only knew that my mood was damn low ever since last nite..then I msg Danny something like "Won't be contacting u anymore le." And he said "AlrighT then. Since that's the way you want it.." Why did I say that??? Grrr...can go strangle myself liao..hOpe I won't lose a gd fren like that ba..sIghs. Think I'd better go explain later ba..haIz..Cos' these few days mOod not gd..I think I'll be struggling for 2 weeks..Struggling as in..struggling for hw..and also my always changing moOd due to many many factors. Guess I said all that to him cos' I didn't want to drag him down with all my bad mOods when I know he's having fun in Nafa. Lolx. Did I make the right choice or did I not? Hmm..Nvm. Anyway, today is the first time when I feel that Mob tutorials are so fUn..It's my most hated subject, but why do I say...Fun? Hmm..it's because Jolene and frens are fun nowadays. Hahaz. I don't know y but they seemed to welcome me alot into their group these few days. Hahaz. Felt that the 2 hrs passed very very quickLy. wOots. But when I go back to Peiwen's group, they are like so solemn. 0.o Oh no..seems like I'm hopping from group to group. Stuck again. Hahaz. Where should I go? Lolx. Don't know..zou yi bu suan yi bu ba. Hahaz. Have to do lots of drawings later..alrIght. Off now...



We can work things out -4:55 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004



Bad mOod..


Feeling very lousy now. Y in the middLe of the nighT? Haiz. Tired of my tutorials. Kinda sick of iT. And I haven't been revising..can't catch up on work toO. So much things to do yet so littlE time. And even groupwork is giving me problems now. Wad am I supPosed to dO? Feeling sO lost..Kinda afraid wad I am now. I'm so numb. No tears.. Yet I have a blank in my head right now. I don't know wad's happening. I'm falling...



We can work things out -1:32 AM



Long daY in school..


Wah. "FantasIc" daY in schOol. Had Ec lesson in the morNing. Hahaz. This lesson always wakes me up when I'm really sleepy. Hmm. I was presenting the skeleton of our proposal. After presenting, Mrs Mok asked me lots and lots and lOts of questIons! HahaZ. Think among all the presenters, I had to answer the most qns. Nvm. Very challeNging for me. ^^ I more or less woke up for the whole day duE to the great lessOn we had. THen during Idea module, haIz. Another terrible one. Have to go into our grps, think of a bug list then make a model. My group consists of Peiwen, Siying, Sugi, Ronny. Sad ah...all not thinking. Only Peiwen and I trying our best tO think of questions and solve, think and solve. Then the others like never contribute anytHing. I'm willing to sacrifice one of my weekdays to do this project but that Ronny die die also don't want sacrifice one of the days during the weekends to do our Ec project. *sIghs* Is it really so difficult to find people who are willing to accommodate to others nowadays? Sighs. But anyways, I got 76 marks for my previous work! Thanks MabEl and Sek lIn!!! =D Last 2 lectures, Stats and Pacc was alrighT. But Pacc is kinda chIm. Hmm. Feeling kinda lonely after school. Cos' Peiwen went to look for her friends, Siying teaching Ronny Pacc. Then I went back alone. Sighs. Went to West Mall, look around, bought some things. Then I walked past a spectacle shop. Wanted to go in but had no idea y my legs brought me to the 1st floor. Then I went to Tom & Stephanie. Hmm. Saw many cHildren clOthes!! Wahaha..sO ke aI. Cheered up abiT. ^^ Then I saw alot of furnitures also. HahaZ. Not exactly as many as Courts or Ikea, but enough to make me satisfied. HahaZ. Then I walked past the spectacle shop again. Lolx. Went in there to make my spectacles. Hmmm. I was being greeted warmly by a man in his fifties. He looks really kind. Then he told me needa pay $$ for changing that thing which dropped ouT. Then I took my wallet out, thEn he saiD no need la..sincE I'm a student. Then while the woman made the spectacles for me, that man chatted with me. Wah. He has a son of my age toO. At Ngee Ann poLy somemore. Hahaz. Then he asked me about wad I wanna do after I graduated and all that. I found him soooO nice..I talked to him just like how I talked to a normal friend. Lolx. Difficult to find people who are so kind nowadays. ^^ I'm greatly cheered up after this spectacle trip. Glad that I went in to the shOp. Wahaha!! Walked home feeLing sO happY despite all the bad tHings I've experienced throughout the daY. ThaT man rOx ah!~ Lolx~ Though he's not like Andy Lau or Jacky Cheung, his warm hospitality is greatly appreciateD from someone who's feeling down at that tIme. Then on my way home, there's one stupid bus. StopPed at the sidE and blocked me from seeing the incoming cars. Was about to reach the divider when suddenly a van came from out of nowhere. Wah!! LuckY! Reacted fasT. If not I don't think I can be updating my blog here le. Hahaz. So suay todaY. Still not used to my friends. Everyone always shows their true colours when there is project work. That's when u can see who are those trYing to shift the responsibility to others. Haiz. God bless ba...






We can work things out -6:57 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004



So hardwOrkIng!!!!


Omg omG!!! THe skY's fallinG down! Wahahaha! I just bathed not long ago and kor kor is bathing right now! HahaZ! Guess wad I've done yesterdaY? Lolx! Kor and I were glued to our chairs and dedicated to our study table from 1pm until 12am!!! Wahahaaha!!! Never ever see kor doing hw sO long befOre. Wah. HahaZ! Anyway, I'm not really satisfied cos' there are lots of things undone. Awwww. So sad. Nvm. I try my best to complete tMr. *Stomach ah stomach..can u not torture me for one day?



We can work things out -1:03 AM



10 presents.


ArGH!! 2nd time I'm writing this le. Zzz. Ok. I woke up late today cos' I slept at 4.30am last nite and I didn't hear my alarm clock ringing at 8.30am. Grrrrr. DIdn't go to Blue Cross to help out as a result. Zz. Had my lunch at 2pm and I went to Jp at 4pm to shop for the 10 presents. I was planning to hunt for these presents myself but Mabel wanted to buy a birthday present for her sis toO. So we went together. Ah. Mabel told me that Fuhua Red Cross were having a flag day todaY. Nvm. After I bought the 10 presents, (winnie the pooh cup) we went back downstairs to buy Mabel's sis' present. (frm Perlini's Silver)  Then who knows one grp of Fuhua Red Cross came in along with him. Zz. Face abit hot at that time. ><" Then Esther saw us. ZZ. Talked to her only but didn't talk to him at all. We proceeded to the pets' shop after this. EeKs!! My favourite doggie is still there!!! Lolx! The one with big sparkling eyes and soft white fur. Awww. It's sO ke ai. Kawaii! But don't think I can ever buy it. Sobsob. Then both of us wanted to eat pizza/fish & chips for dinner. But it's kinda expensive. Lolx. So we went to the food court instead. Hmmm. That grp of them were there again. Zzz. Then Mabel kept teasing and teasing me. bisH* (o"o) >>> (*_*) WahahahA! That grP all gers except one guY. Pro pro. *claps* Lolx! Then we went to buy sushi and curry puff home after our dinner. Wow. So coOl. Both of us were taking lots of things by the time we were going homE. Hahaz. AlrighT! Have to do my thIngs!! So many things undone. Lolx. Mata ashita! (See you tomorrow) Wahaha!

`-You are so near, yet so far-`



We can work things out -7:29 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004



SiaNz..


Have no idea why I'm feeling bored right now + just now toO. Zzz. Went to schoOl. Yay! So few lectures. And our Pacc tutorial, suPposed to end at 5pm. HahaZ. But we can go at 4.30pm. Lolx! CoOl rite? ^^ Ate dInner at Food CouRt 6 again. Zzz. Lolx~ Then went to our Jap class. HeeZ. Another fUn class. ^^ We were given a little test after the lesson. Wah. THat Von ah..all the words also duno how to write. ><" In the end coPy everytHing frm me. Lolx. After class we went to AstrO. Wah. ShocKed. So many people. Lolx~ Then Lishi told me to join her grP. Hmm..we did a short quiZ about some qns they asked about Astronomy. Then we went to observation. That MingzHi was teaching us about the constellations halfway, when suddenly all the clouds came covering the stars and the mOon. Grrrrr..As it was drizZling, we went back to the clubhouse. Waited for them like half an hr to 1 hr just to go to Clementi. Lolx. But Mike was taking photOs of the moOn. Lolx! In the end, didn't gO there cos' it was kinda late. Hahaz. And I just bathed toO. ^^ Hmmm. I'd better write wad I'm going to do for the weekend before I forgeT everytHing. Hmm. Here goes.

  1. Finish ALL my tutorials.
  2. Buy presents.
  3. Practise clarinet.
  4. Practise piano.
  5. Go jogging.
  6. Pack all my notes, books, and table.
  7. Revise ALL the modules.
  8. Help out at Blue Cross. (Hai. Didn't go..overslept)
  9. Japanese (speLLing)
  10. Update diary. (hand written)

Hmmm. Think I can finish it in 2 days? Hahaz. I'm not really sure. But I'll try my best. AlrighT. Going off now!










We can work things out -2:30 AM



Xiaoqian!!!


Weeee. Lessons are starting at 1pm later. HahaZ. Almost going to sch le. But I'm very hapPy!! Cos' yesterday nighT I watcheD Xiaoqian!! Wahahahaha. =x The story, very nice. HahaZ! It's very cute. It's actually a chinese movie cartoOn about this pair of couples. Xiaoqian and Caichen. Xiaoqian is a female ghost but Caichen is a mortal. He fell in love with her and lots and lots of things happEned. But they were together at the end. Hahaz. Very cute. And I finally found the sOng. XD Going to scH le! lolx! ThougH I slept at 3.30am yesterday, I'm still very hapPy! Wahahaha. If I got time, think I'm gonna learn sign language le. HeeZ. -HaPpy- Might reached home around 12am today.




We can work things out -12:09 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004



Very surprIsed / tired....><"


SchooL was another boring day. Computer, computer, computer. Zzz. For 3 hrs in the com lab doing and doing and doinG. Zz. Then went for lectures later and we were pOof! Off we went at 1pm. As usual, Siying and I ate lunch together at kfc. But we saw Melvin eating alone, sO we went over to join him. This gUy remains a mystery. Just can't describe the feeLing..but SiyinG and I can feel it. Anyway, we had a long chat. Then while we were eating halfway, a woman came up to us asking whether we can buy a calendar for $10 for the deaf + dumb people. Melvin + Siying didn't buy, but I bought. Wiu weeT! Found another thing for me to learn. Sign language!! Lolx! After eating I went back to Fuhua Sec. As usual, I got off at the Chinese Garden statIon, then toOk around 15mins to 30mIns to reach the vOid deck. Cos' it was still kinda early and I decided tO learn my jAp there. One hr later, I was being asked by Mabel tO rush there. Thought something bad haPpened, rushed and rushed until the sole of my shoe drOpped out. ><" Irritated by it, I puLled it out and threw it away. No more shoes for me I guess. When I reached there, they were having combined..><"""" Still thOught something bad hapPened. Lolx! Wah. THen Ms tAn gave them SsO key chAin. So gd!!! ><" Went to eat my dinner with Mabel after band. Sek lin went hoMe. Awww. Then we had a long talk~ Long long one. Then after this we went hOme le. Just nice DanNy msg me..saId he's on the way home after buyIng some mice foOd from Jp. And I told him I was waitIng for my bus. THen bus came le. Holding on to sO many things, so I went tO find a seat. After settling down, someone suddenly sat besIde me. Tio sHocked. WaH! DannY! So surPrised. TongUe-tied. He wearing his sch's NAfa t shiRt. I wearing my sch's SpsU t shirt. Dotz. He takIng his oboe, I taking my clarInet. DiaO~ Should ask him tO play in the bus. Lolx! But can see that he was really tIred. Lolx. Then he gOt off at the stop Ks used to go down toO. *staYing near ks' house* So qiaO~ Then I dropped off at West Mall..OH NO!!! I FORGOT tO scaN mY card agaiN!!!!!! ArGH!! I don't want take bus le..4 to 5 times le. Grrrrr. Then walked past the park again. Hmmm. So nice. Nice breeZe, nice feeLing. ^^ Though can't really see the skY, but it's alrigHt. Lolx! RefreshEd!! ^^ But stomach kinda  pain now again. HahaZ. AlrighT! Going off le. I want to watch XiaO Qian!! Lolx! The lOve storY of a demon and a mOrtal. CuteZ ^^




We can work things out -9:41 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004



So fUlfilling..^^


Weee.. Back hOme. Today lessons were as usual. BorIng. Hahaz. But Stats lesson only 1 hr. YiPpee! The lecturer let us go off early. Wahahaha.. Kinda coOl? Lolx! Then we went for Mob lesson. OMg! That Mr cHeong..(the perveted teacher teaching our most hated module) HE damn scarY..All the while he can't remember my name. Then I had no idea wad's gOing on in his big brain. He was lOoking into my eyes..Mine oNly for 5mins!!! I didn't even dared tO blink!!! As a result, I didn't catch wad he was talking abouT. All his faulT. Grrr..So scary. I broke the contact between our eyes. OMG! So painful!!! Melvin was laughing cos' he saw wad hapPened. Lolx~ So terrible. But he also kept lOoking at Melvin..wahaha..Orbi~ Lolx! Scary eyes he has..Lolx. Then I went to Blue Cross after this. Got off the train at Chinese Garden Mrt Station. Cos' I wanna trY walking to the home. Hmm. Then went to Cheers tO buy that jellY jelly thing tO drink..anD my favourite sweeT! Ricola lemon! Wahaha. I walked for like 30mins to the home. Wahahaha. Very hot todaY! Lolx! After I reached, I was kinda shocked that the usual big group had been broken up into 3 different groups. Awww..Not as fun lehZ. ><" HumpH! Lolx!~ But nvm~ THen I knew ChaOhong (Qi's brother) was somewhere around cos' I saw his name in the "signing in" booK. Then I fOund him and both of us went to the group which was playing games. Hahaz. Both of us ended up comPeting with each other and see who could throw more balls into the box. Wahaha. I won. But in actual fact he won..cOs' one guy at the other end helPed me to put the balls in the box. Wahahaha! Then when both of us were about to go home..we ate ice cream. And he kePt telling me to go to Ks house cos' he was going there..Awww. In the end I didn't gO. HahaZ. Bought Burger King home for dinner. Kinda tired now. Lots of hw to do yet again. HaiZ~ ALright.

My gastriC pain is getting from bad to worst. Ate my meals still not enough, wad u want frm me?!!! Zzz. Even had to get gastric medicine frm Siying just now. Lucky it worked, or else I won't have the patience tO play with those ppl frm the Blue Cross due to the pain. Haha. ANyway, zou yI bu, kAn yi bu ba! ^^ My life is so busy, yet sO fulfiLLing. ^^




We can work things out -7:00 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004



SleePy daY!! Weeeee!!!


Lolx. This entry is gonna be a short one!!! Wahahaha. Today is expected to be a really boring day cos' I have my most hated module MOB for 3 hours! Wahahaha. During the 1st hour lecture, I was practically sleeping. =x Then during tutorials it was worst. The qns all duno how to do. Wahaha. After this we went for lunch. I was practically slping/eating at the same time. Lolx. Lack of sleep nowadays. Then went for our Econs tutorial. So nice! Lolx! Cos' we can always go off early de. =x Lalalalaa..reached home le. LookIng forward to tmr! HeeZ! Going to blue cross! YiPpEe!!! ^^ Though those people there are not nice looking, nice smelling or nice chatting with, but I just love seeiNg their smile when they see us..^^ YiPpee! hEeZ. Going craZy le. Wahaha. Alright. Shall gO off now~ Update other diaries. ^^



We can work things out -3:31 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004



MondaY Blues..


Wah. So tired. Last nite I was doing Pacc tutorial until 3am. Lolx~ Woke up at 850am todaY. So tired. Nvm. Ec class..I'm lovin' it. Hahaz. Only dare tO talk loudly and laugh loudly in Ec class. HahaZ! Then during lunchtime. Omg. Can't stand that Peiwen. She saw a pair of twins sitting opposite of us. Then she started laughing and laughing. Then I asked her wad hapPened. She told me, both of them are tall and thin and see the way they eat very funnY. Cos' their head nv ever lift up. And they nv ever talk tO each other. Even the shoes they wear are kinda..funNy. Lolx~ Then I started laughing also. After that, felt that it's kinda bad..sO I stoPped. But that Peiwen laugHed again. I bth. Laughed until stomachache. Lolx! Then after that we went to the Idea lesson. IDEA = Idiotic Dumbest Extra Achievement..Lolx. Terrible. One of the thin thin part broke. Hahaz. Nvm. THen we were about to present our masterpiece when I realised that we don't have to do it in front of 2 classes. YiPpee! It's in front of 2 teachers instead!! Lolx! SO haPPy! 10mins later, we can gO liaO. YipPee! So hapPY! Wahaha. Then went tO the library to finish our Ec hw.. Den we don't have to do it at home. Lolx! Around 3pm, we went to lectures and came home le. Hmmm. Mabel just called me. Wah. Damn shocked to hear her crYing. That silLy ger. Crying because of that lai lai again. Don't waste ur tears liaO. Crying for this kinda ppl..Not worth it manZ.. Go get ur tears back! Lolx! I this Thursday gO to band. See wad she wanna dO to me. Ever since the band camp thing, she didn't see me liaO. Let's see wad she'll say if I go bacK. LooKing forward to making her embarrassing herself...    




We can work things out -6:17 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004



Botanic gardeNs again!


OoooOo. It's 2.30am now. Hmmm. Anyway, I woke up at 2pm yesterday. HeeZ. Cos' only had 2hrs of slp. Kinda tired. Lolx~ Stupid Siang Yee keep saying I pig de. ZzzzZ. Nvm~ One day I go back fUhua, suan him until I hapPy. =x Did just a little bit of hw, then rushed tO the bus-stop to meet Mabel, Mel, Kenny and Randy. Who knows Meng and Mark were there toO. Hahaz. Then Mabel and I were doing hw in the bus. HahAz. Mabel was memorising her bio notes, while I'm doing Pacc tutorial. zZzz. So difficult to do de. And I even had to take out my pencil, calculator, and everything. Lolx. THen no one told us when we reached. Lucky I asked Mabel. Hahaz! Hp almost lost because of this. ><" Lucky Mabel told me to put it inside my bag. Wahahahahaha. And we were having a great headache cos' we did our hw in the bus, and it was so jerky throughout the journey. Lolx! Wah. I was really thirsty and we went to buy a drink frm the cafe in Botanic gardens. Awww. So ex!!! It was like $2.60 for just a cup of 7-up. Aww. Nvm. It was a life-and-death situation. Lolx! ACS was performing by the time we reached there. Hmmm. Kinda bored and really hoT. All the bands were abit boring except YuhuA! It roX! Wahahaha. So coOL! ALl the soloists were so sO daring! Damn nice. Hahaz! Love thEm leHz. Lolx! SUch a great band. Ahem..okok. Must maintain my posture. Then after this we went to Clementi for dinner. ArgH. Went there practically almost evErydaY. ZzzzZ. Then one whole grp of us including those from Tanglin ate dinner together. Wah. Talking throughout dinner. Then while I was drinking water, I felt abit itchy on my left leg. I thought it was an ant, but the feeling was not like an ant. So I told Kenny there's something below. THey loOked down and they said it was a RAT! ARgH!!!!!! Meng said it was sniffIng my leg..OMG! GrrrRR! If it was Danny's mice I wouldn't mind. ><" Mice and hamsters compared to rats are really different ok~ HumpH. Then after that rat thing, Kenny loOked up den he saw a cockroach behind us. Awwwww! Mabel was the first one to run away. While I'm the 2nd. Wahahaha. Terrible manZ! Lucky we finished our dinner already. Whew. THen Kenny, Meng, Mabel and I took cab to West Mall. Wah. BTH! Lots of lame lame riddles. Mabel go and write all the riddles down. Can prepare to publish the MC riddle book soon. Wahahaha! Then Mabel walked all the way back with me cos' her papa waited for there. Anyway, got to go slp le. Almost 3am! Gosh. Have to wake up at 8.50am. NiteZ! Super haPpy daY! How I wish we can have band fiesta every Sunday. It rOx! Lolx! Thanks tO everyone who made my day hapPy..!! ^^



We can work things out -1:56 AM



Sleep for 2hrs onlY!


TerrIble!!!! Yesterday night I was colouring that drawing I drew for the IDEA module until around 4am. Then I started following on a stOry frm Fanfic. I read frm 4am until around 5.40am. Siao wOman!!! Lolx! And something worst. I read until I cried. Wah. Eyes super paIn lehz. Then I set my alarm clock at 8.15am. Cos' I was supPosed to reach Blue Cross at 9.30am. Who knows, I was toO tired!! Omg. ><" And I slept right through the alarm until Lek Teng called me at 9am! ><" THey couldn't go in cos' they are not registered yet. So I have to be there. Hmm..then Lek Teng brough her friend named John. Wah. Another person from Ritz Carlton. ZZzz! Somemore the captain? Lolx! Must lick his booTs liao? Wahahaha~ Kidding la. I won't ever dO that. And I don't even wanna work at Ritz Carlton. Lolx! Then as usual, we were helping them again. And I got to know this guy Gabriel. Hahaz! A very cheekY guy lehZ! Lolx~ But nvm. Cos' to me, they are really simple-minded and harmless. Then after this, I went to West Mall to eat BK for lunch. MeetiNg Mabel + Sek Lin. AHh. Half dead liao cos' I'm too tired. Lolx! After lunch I went hoMe! wEee. Mabel and Sek Lin came tOo. Then we started doing the 3D model. Wah. At first we were all playing with the clay. Hahaz. Cos' it was kinda wet and really fun to play with~ Lolx. Then, I saw signs of hardening in my clay. Wah!! All kan chIong already!! Then 3 of us began tO mould faster. Hmmm. My model was kinda terrible la. Hahaz! It's like erm..Jigsaw puzzle / Prehistoric animal bones. Wahahaha! Don't loOk like a fish to  me cos' many parts were missing. =x *Not enough clay cos' some hardened and it was really difficult to recycle* Wahahaha. Very funny maNz! The way everyone rushed to do the clay was really funny. Lolx~ Must thank both of them for helping me!!! Xie xIe!!! THanks a milLion!! ArigatO GozAimashite! Lolx! Next time I treat both of u eat lunch..wahahaha~ *dOn't wanna say dinner cos' later scared too ex* Lolx! Then was really tired..reading a fanfic storY..THen vOn made a surprised visit..ahhHh. Lulu jie didn't come in though. Awww. THen pulled me tO West Mall. See them eat. ><" Walk walk a while. Super dUper tired + no moOd. Just wanna be alone. Then I told them to let me walk home alone. Actually I wanna go to the park de. Haiz. Long time didn't go there le. So many memories~ But tOo late le. Better not.  THen I was about to pack my boOks, lecture notes, and table when KOR created trouble. Wah piang. I told him sOoo many times not to touch the clay le. THen he went to take the thinnest one. OMG! I shouted at him. But toO late. It broKe ><" Knowing the trouble he had created, he kept quiet and let me shout at him. Shiok.. wahahahaha! But I didn't toOk advantage of the situation and kept scolding him lor. I not so bad de. Hahaz. Then after that we pieced it back using superglue. And he used abit of extra clay to make it more firm. Wiu weeT! Better than the first one that we made. Bu kui shi D & T studenT! *claps* Lolx. Actually I'm very tired now la. Hahaz! Quite hyper cos' the 3D model broke. I put all my attention to it, became really hyper as a result. But the tiring effect is on its way to my brain now. Sending signal to my brain already. No wonder the world around me is turning. CrazY ger..wah..hearing techno now..really crazY...I don't crap le. HahaZ! NItez!




We can work things out -12:26 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2004



Tired~


Wah..Wad happened to this blog? THe font is sOooo super big!!!! Lolx! Anyway, I reached home around 12+am today again. Cool hoR? HahaZ! Yesterday nite went to Mabel's house to draw duno wad thing for the IDea module. Wah. Then helped Mabel with her chEm toO. In the end, went home at 11.30pm~ Wah. Police was checking all the cars ah. And SekLin was still wearing schooL uniform. Lolx! Was reallY super tired. Lie on the bed and slept immediately. Had a nightmare about vampires..awwww. Nvm. Then today, was really busy de. Lessons were fine. Around 5pm schoOl finished. I waited for Von at Fc 6. Rushed our dinner cos' our jaP class is at 530pm. And vOn came down late cos' her class finished abit later den mine. Awwww. Then we were late for 10mins. But luckily, got ppl later den us. Hahaz! The jaP teacher was really sweet and cute. Hahaz. It was kinda fun cos' all of us were using Jap tO intro ourselves. Lolx! Then after this really interesting jap lesson, Von and I went to Fc 5 to meet Mike + Lek Teng, then we went tO the mechanical building for the Astro talk. waH!! Full hOuse!! ShockEd! Lolx! THen for the last 10mins talk that we attended, we didn't really listened tO it cos' we were changing our seats all the way. Lolx! Then after that toOk photOs. Oh ya. There's quite a number of fuhua ppl! Hahaz! Meng, Junxian, Von, Lek teng, Jingqin, Jasmine, Xueting and I were there. HeeZ! Can form our own clan. Wiu weeT! Hahaz. Then they wanted to go to Clementi to play poOl. So we went along. I tagged along with them cos' I wanna watch Windstruck. Hahaz! KennetH downloaded it into his laptOp. HEez. I only watched 1/3 of the show in MacdOnald, then have tO go home le. Caught the last traIn! Lucky. Lolx! Got tO go do the Idea thing now already. Wah..almost 2am..No choice. Hahaz. NiteZ!




We can work things out -1:07 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2004



GastrIc pain..


Back from schoOl. Oh no. I'm dead. I have no time to dO hw at alL!! God..hElp help! But I'll be startIng on my IDEA hw after updating this entrY. Have tO start drawing something presentable. And later around 6pm I'll be meetIng Mabel to help her in her chemistry test tmr, at the same time revisIng my own modules + finishing uncompleted work. (Definitely won't make that stupid 3D model today) Woke up at 6.50am today. Awww..noT enough sleeP again. It's kinda terrible. Only had 4 to 5 hrs of sleeP evErydaY!! ><" Today is reallY really cOld. Had our first lesson ITAB at the com lab today. Computer was fIne. Learning MS word. Lolx! Then went fOr our Mob + Econs lecture. Alright toO. Then after schOol I went tO have kfc for lunch with Siying. Peiwen went off with her frens. Hahaz. Both of us had a long long chat. Went to Cadc club for a while and came home le. This is terrIble. My gastrIc pain..sO frequent nowadays! Wonder wad's happening to my stomach..It was fine for like 1 month. Then it came back. For consecutively 3 days already. HMmm. Anyway, my case is really minor alreadY. Hai. My schedule. Die ah. Idea no time to do. Tmr I'll be busy for the whole day cos' after sch I'm having Jap class. And after jaP class, I'll have tO go for AstrO. Hmm. Then saturday morning I'm going to blue cross again. YipPee! But after that I'm going to Cadc club for event. Oh no~ I think I'm not going le. Cos' Saturday I have tO do the 3D model. Or else Monday I can't hand in my work. And Sunday, gOing to Botanic gardens with that "gang" again. Hahaz. But alot of ppl are gonna be missIng this Sunday. Awwww! Anyway, wad I wrote below is dedicated tO my friends. (Gonna write about one fren after every entry if I have the time)

Mabel - U've been a very very gd fren to me. Always there fOr me when I'm sad, trYing ur best to console and comfort me always. Know u for almost 3 yrs le, nv regret havIng u as my fren. I appreciate it alOt. U have gastrIc pain, I goT it toO. Know how ur feelIng when u constantly have no time for ur meals. (Better stOp that hor! Lolx~) I just learnt frm u yesterday that ur a premature babY..And the dOctor had tO even suck u out frm ur mum's womb, therefore, causing ur bottOm backboNe to be curved. I didn't believe that at first cos' ur backbone seems perfectly fine tO me. But that's the trutH and a fact ba. U said that if ur condition worsens, u have to gO for an operation. And also if it fails, u might not be able to walk or paralysed. I almost cried. I can't believe this is hapPening to a dear fren of mine. But right now, let's not tHink of all the negative thoughts yet alrIght? Keep dOing sit ups to make ur backbonE straighT! Nothing is impossIble! And live ur life fulLy alrigHt? And also, don't be so stressed with other people's problems. Think about how tO go about solving ur own problems first before u say the word "Others". And don'T be so stressed with ur sch woRk also alrIght? I can help u with Science. But my maths half past six le. HahaZ. U can dO it de! Tmr will be a better daY! ^^ -Always ur fren~

+.雨后的天空一定会有彩虹.+



We can work things out -3:35 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004



wo shOu gou le!


Hmmm. SchoOl wasn't as fun todaY. I met Peiwen and RonniE at the mrt station todaY. Then we walked to class together. Hmmm. 1st 2hrs was Stats. And we were learning about the data editor thing. Computer de. THen before lesson started, Jolene came and talked to mE. Suling finally came back to schooL le. Then she asked me whether I could actually change grP for Ec module. Cos' she said Suling not used to other grps. *sighs* Knew this was coMing. I told her alright. Then after that whole day didn't talk to them until Mob grpwork. ZzzZ. I was freezIng for the 2hrs. Then last 15mins of the class, there was a quIz. The lecturer asked me a qn. I was sOoo numb until such a simple qn I also answered wrongly. ><" Then after this I went to eat lunch with Siying, Peiwen and another Cadc 2nd yr guy. Then very hAppY for the first day in this week. Wahaha~ Cos' I'm going to blue crOss! Weeee. Lolx~ Then I slowly made my way to the mrt station. Wah. Reached Lakeside at 2.15pm. So earlY! I'm meetIng Qi at 2.45pm at the bus stoP. Nvm~ I reached the bus stOp at 2.30pm. Was buYing an ice cream when Qi suddenly was beside me. ><" Walked there tOgether. I was filling in a form, registering to be a volunteer when they told us tO follow them (not staying overnight de) to play basketbalL. Lolx~ We walked tO the Hong kAh CC to plaY. Hahaz. These people gets really hapPy and contented easiLy. ^^ It's great seeIng them tO be hapPy. After 30mins, we went back to the hoMe. And I played with those who are staying overnight in the home. Wah. My arm was being puLLed by that woman again. HahaZ. So pain. Then Yong Siang saw. He wanted tO help me. Then she ended up grabbIng his arm. Lolx! Then he was gOing..PaIN~ Hahaz. After that she grabbed me again. Then Yong Siang pushed her away and saYang my arm. Lolx! So nice~ =x But she kept grabbIng me and Qi. There's nothing we can do~ Lolx. Then they played musical chairs. Hmmm. Started my journey home at 5pm. So tIred. HumPh. Off I go~



We can work things out -5:38 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004



Hai~ scH politCs~


Reached homE le. Woke up at 7am todaY. Slept at 2.30am last night. Feeling like a zOmbie now. Stoning. Sorry, if the way I type is also stone stone de. So tired. Tired of everytHing. My lesson started at 9am just now. But I went to schooL early to have breakfast with von and lek teng. Saw ShAojie and MummY. Both of them super cartoOn. It's like 5mins to 8am and they still can eat their breakfast. (Their class is starting at 8am) Then after a while, Von, Lek teng and Mike came. Didn't know that Mike would be cominG. He's more prO compared to ShaojIe and mummy. Cos' his lesson was at 8am and he could still sit with us and eat breakfast. Until 8.30am. HahAz. LaTe! Lek Teng sO ONz. Frm Np and yet she still came tO Sp and ate breakfast with us. Lolx! Hmm. Then we sent Lek Teng to the bus stOp and Mike sent her all the way to Np. Hmm. THen Von and I made our way tO the lecture hall. Haiz. She haven't found her cliquE yet. Actually I found mine. But today we had some complications. Hmmm..During the Mob tutorial, we were supposed to do grpwork. Then I was sittIng the furthest..And 3 of them just talked about their own toPic. ForgeTting that I'm there I guess. Alright. It doesn't matter, cos' I'm used tO it~ But after that I asked a simple questiOn. Only a really simple question. I asked whether Suling is really quitting schOol. And my fren said, "Do u think she can understand wad are the lessons all about? Everytime when she's with us we talked about study topics and she can't understand. THen everytime when she saw u all writing notes she's very stressed. Even the MOB lecture the Bread Talk thing she can't understand a single thing. So stop saying u don't know anything cos' compared to Suling, she's much worst den u." My head was gOing, "Wth. Did I say anytHing wrOng?!" I felt as if I was being slApped in the face. So hurt. And I didn't say I don't know anytHing. My brain merely processes slower den other ppL. That's y I have tO be twice as hardworking as others. Or else I'll nv ever catch uP. After this I kept quiet and went to mix with Pei wen and Siying after the tutorial. We had 2 hrs break for lunch today. No idea y~ Then we went to the library to do the MOb tutorial homework. PhotOcopied the newspaper artIcle. Then 3 of them began msging me. Asked me whether I'm ignoring them or wad. I didn't want to be really rude when I gave my reply. So I saiD not really. Just don't feel really comfortable with theM~ Haiz. FelT so bad. I wore a mask in sch whole daY. Laughing and laughing..but I felt reallY sad. And hurt by the remark. Guess I'm toO sensitIve. But that's mE. And this kinda thing didn't hapPened tO me once only. The same case happEned to me a few times already. The sarcastic remark is given by the same person toO. But this time it hit me the hardest. Forget it. Tmr will be a better day I guess. Haiz~ Anyway, toOk lots of boOks home just now. Hands achIng and kinda tired. Slept merely for 4.5 hrs. TutoriaLs not dOne. Haiz. Time. I need tIme. No idea whether I'm going online tonite or not. See first bA~ Haiz.



We can work things out -4:00 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004



Wo bu yAo shAng xUe!!!


One week of schooL is over. Yet I still can't adapT to Poly's life, and the people around me. ><" What I know is that, I'm dYing tO go to the Band fIesta nxt weeK. Lolx! And also the blue croSs. But I'm tryIng to understand every lessOn though. During EffectivE CommUnication class, we were suPposed tO do a presentation on the topiC we were gonnA talk abouT. I talked abouT my ideas on what an ideal husbanD should bE. ArgH. Mental blOcked a few times cos' it's been a long time since I speak up in front of so many people. Lolx! AlrighT. Think I'm fallIng in love with spiderman. HahaZ! Kept mentioning him todaY. I should fly to New York nxt timE. Lolx! *I didn't mean to fall in love with u* Lolx!!! Maybe I should learn some dramA skIlls toO. HahAz! Eh..come tO think of it, my life is toO dramaTic. Don't thInk I needa learn it. Lolx! Anyway, just now during the IDEA class, it was horrIble. The lecturer told us tO empty watever we were tHinking about and just let our pen do the drawIng. And mine was horrIble. No idea wad am I drawIng. And we were given a 1kg claY. Guess wad we are suPposed tO do with it? Make a 3D modEl frm the pic that we've drawN!! OMg! My drawIng is sO horrIble. Don't even know wad's that, how am I gonna maKe a 3D mOdel?!!!! Lolx. I was with Pei wen and SiyinG. Cos' during the effective communication lesson, there was no space foR me tO sit with Jolene and friends. But I found out that these 2 girls are quite nIce thOugh. More of my tyPe and clicked aloT~ lolx! Pei wen loOks alot like Limin toO. =x Pacc lectures were alrighT today. Jolene taught me alOt..xIe xie! ^^ Then after sch(5pm), I went tO popular with Pei wen and friends. And my bag was sOOoo heavY. 1kg of clay inside + my water botTle, umbrella, and all the barang barang. ><" Then I was holding another stack of lecture notes on my hand. Tian ah!! Lolx! Hmm..my moOd not realLy gd now I don't know why. It feels as if I'm lost in this big big world. I don't know what's happeninG. Anyway, got to gO to bathe sOon. Update another day~



We can work things out -7:31 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004



SpideRman 2!! Wee! + BotanIc gardens~


TodaY woke up at 11am cos' I was gonnA meet maBel at 12.15pM in the west mall cinemA. That Siang Yee last nighT don'T let me sLp. ArGh. Anyway, I met Mabel at the cinema anD we actually wanted to smUggle tidbIts. But in the end, we only bouGht a packet of poTato cHips and sMuggled bk meal insIde. =x It's kinda weird eating burger kIng in the cinema. Hahaz. Felt abit weird. Lolx! Spiderman 2 was not bad. But I love the way he "flies". HahAz! So stYlo! Eh eH! Lolx! But he droppEd a few tImes though, cos' there's no more spiderweb. =x After the movIe, we met Kuan yEe at the singtel shOp. Then 3 of us walked tO the bus stOp together to wait fOr Randy, Kenny and Mel. And RandY joinEd us while we were walkIng halfwaY. HMmm. Left kEnny and mEl. KennY callEd tO say that he's in bus 174. And 5mins later we fOUnd out that Mel was in the same bus as Kenny tOo. Wahahaha~ *mEl just finished swimming* Lolx! Kuan yEe and Mel ate burger king in the bus. =x And lots of craPping was gOing on. Lolx! Until when we reached botanic gardens, all of us were still crapPing. Lolx~ *crapPy people* Then we toOk some time to fInd our way tO the Band fIesta. Lolx! When we reached there, they were about tO start. Kenny went over to siT with Ms Tan and a few TangLin members while Ky, Mel, Mabel, Randy and I stand in front of a tree for like 2 hrs. Lolx! The bands there are all gold banDs. Top 10. Hmmm..Got Swiss cottAge, Crescent Girls', St PatrIck's, NanyAng Girls', and River VallY High. All the schoOls are nOt bad. But they are all competing for thE GroOviest awarD~ Lolx. NanyaNg Girls' got it. Awwwww... I want St PatriCks'..><" Oh ya~ Saw DanNy tOo. Si craP de. Lolx~ His sis is frm River ValleY hIgh plAying frencHorn. Wah. River ValLey High lEHz. ><" After the Band fiesta, we walked tO thE bus-stop. Wah. THat kEnnY~ So lamE. Made us lauGh until my chEeks Pain lEHz. Lolx! Then toOk 106 tO Bukit bAtok for our diNner. No idea y we kePt talkIng on the bus. Wah. Like cannoT stop talking de. Lolx! THen went to the hawker centre tO eat. Mabel told her Dad to fetcH her home at 945pm. Lolx! So she and Mel came tO my house while the others all went hOme. Lolx. AIyoZ. I very tired now lE. Going to slP sOon. Oh no! Haven't write my diary ><" AIyoZ. I go chIong lE!



We can work things out -9:35 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004



Blue crOss~


Weee.. have a break, have a kit-kat. Eating a kit-kat right now. Hahaz. Guess y am I updating so early today? Lol. I just came back from the blue cross at JE, located near Fuhua Sec. (Yay!! Our scH!) Lolx! Hmmm..I was doing my tutorials frm 10pm until 4.30am. Omg~ My brain almost bursT. It's sO difficUlt~ >.< THen I woke up at 8.30am todaY and went tO the bus-stop at Jurong PolycliNic to wait foR Qi and lEk teng. Ahh~ As usual, Lek teng was late agaIn. Lolx~ THen we walked tO that hOme together. (I have no idea wad is it callEd but I only saw a blue crOss lOgo on their t-shirt. So I assumEd it's blue cross?) Hahaz. THen once the gate was opened, we saw lOts of pPl in the hAll. Hmmm. THen a teenagEr came out and shOok hands wIth me. I was abiT shoCked at how warm and friendly theY were. Then a few more came and shOok our hands toO. Hahaz. But it's obvious that they are intellectually disablEd. Then I played badmintOn with that teenager (Yong siAng). Eh eh! SurprIsed. His badmintOn skIlls were noT bad. And he loOks like a fine young man tO me. I have totAlly no idea why he is in the hOme. He's one of the more abled ones there. And during their teatiMe, we had tO bring them tO the canteen. So I helped another gUy to walk. But who knows, a woman grabbed my arm and kept telling me that she's afraid of something.(in mandarin) My arm hurts ><" But it's alrIght. Saw Yong Siang pushing a wheelchair-bound person and I went over tO help. That malAy guy on the wheelchair loves wearing his hat and imagining himself as superman. >.< AlrighT. Hahaz! During teatime I was chattIng with those who can talk~ Wah. Those speaking in hOkkien to me, I have no idea how to reply them~ Hahaz! I know wad are they talking buT I don't speak hokKien. Only dedicated tO hAkka~ Lolx! And Yong sIang was reallY helpfUl. I can see that he knows everyone there quite well. He helPed tO feed them their foOd, brIng them tO the toilet and everytHing. After their teatime, while I was pushing another wheelchaiR bound gUy named Robert, that woman came grabbing me again. Awwww. I can't push that gUy cos' that woman was grabbIng mE. No idea what tO do but I used all my strengTh tO drag her as well as tO push Robert cos' he was getting fidgetY~ Then after 3 mins, a nurse finally helped mE to pull her away. Lolx. Have tO emphasizE on the word "pULl". Lolx. Then it's cartOon timE~ Yong sIang kept telling me to sit besiDe him. So alrighT. And I was sitting beside another guY. Heard from Qi that he just came tO the home recentlY. Then while we were watching the cartOon, he was reallY fidgetY. I asked him wad's wrong but he can't really speaK. After a few mins, I found out that he missed his hOme. He even crIed and I lent him my shoulDer. Hmm. I felt like I'm trYing to cheer up a small kid~ Kinda weIrd. But I'm definiteLy gonnA gO back to that hoMe again! Lolx. Went tO eat lunch with QI and lek tEng. Who knows vOn and lulu jIe came tO find us. Lolx. Alright. Having a greaT headacHe now. Off tO sLp!



We can work things out -1:00 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004



Tired tired~


Back from schoOl already! Ahhhh..tOdaY's sUch a busy daY~ During lectures, I really was paYing attentIon. Hanging on to every word the lecturer was saYing. But, I still can't get it~ Lolx. In the end I asked my friends all over again. Econs was not bad. At least I still can understand. But Pacc lecture was sO complicated. ><" Then during tutorial, the Pacc lecturer let us off early and he told us to do tutorial 1. OMG. I duno how to dO ><" There's sOoo many qns! I was just staring and starIng at it. Die. Lolx! After this, Teresa, Melvin and I went to lOok for lecturers tO ask qns. Cos' we don't understand some tHings. After that we went tO the sports haLL. Wah. Saw lots of Sec sch friends and Cadc friends again. Lolx. Teresa went off with her friend and Melvin and I were clueless at where tO go. Just then, we bumpEd into Jolene and Suling. They were going to the Kfc so we went together. And guess who we meT there? Wan wan (class chairman), Wei yI, Ronny, John and Sugi. Hahaz. All classmates. So we sat together. Hmm..these people, gOssips alOt!! ><" Around 5pm, vOn finished her class and I broke away frm the groUp and went all the way back to the business sch. zZzz. ToOk our Jap bks~ HahAz. I'm gonnA experimeNt it! Lolx. THen we went to Sac foyer to get the orientation packagE. Met wanwan and friends again. Hahaz! Wah. The packagE sOoo heavY. When I was abouT to leave, I saw hIm! He was plaYing chess I think. I was in the clubhouse for like 5mins and he didn't see me. Standing right in front of him somemore~ Hahaz. Then he was playing his game until he was really very engrOss~ Very tyPical of him. Lolx. So when von camE, I went out immediaTely le~ Lol. Wad I'm holding on both hands were so heaVy..And I forgoT it was peak tIme. The train was fulL of pPl. Ahh..sO tired. And I need more tIme. Have tO do Mob tutorial 2 and Pacc tutorial 1. + we are haviNg Ec lesson on mondaY. Have to prepare somethiNg for presentatIon. And my magazInes. I have tO read it!!! 4 issues came already but I haven't even read one yet. Better not waste my $$. Alright have tO bathe le!



We can work things out -6:48 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004



RaIn rain gO awaY!!!


Hmmm. JolenE came late agaIn today. And this timE round, I didn't want tO wait for her anYmore. Every morning also late, I don't wanna get bad resUlts because of this. (Always late will have a bad record)Somemore it was already drIzzlIng, and I'm holding a clarinet + lots of lecture notes. So I "climbed" the "hill" first. Met wan wan and John, sO I caught uP with thEm. Cos' I didn't know where the class was. Lolx! Then we went for our first lesson of the daY. ITAB. Wah. PrO! We were taught about sending email, attaching files, how u tYpe with coloured fonts, etc. WAHAHAHAHA!! For 3 hrs!! Lolx! After that was MOB..(ZZzzz) And ECONs..Econs was not bad. At least it's easier to understand compared tO MOB and PACC. Anyway, after schOol I went tO fc 6 tO eat my lunch together with Jolene. After this, I was actualLy planning tO get my orientation packaGe frm the SAC Foyer. BUT duno y closed again!! 2nd tIme liaO!!! Grrr. Nvm. Then I went tO the sports haLL for AstrO dUty~ Only a few seniors were there. Hahaz. Tried tO pull my classmates to AstrO, but all ran away. ><" Do I loOk like a monster? Lolx! Then after this, I toOk my "husband" and my bAg and went all the way tO lakeside MrT station. Was plAnning to walk to school at first. BUT, it was raining sO heavily. ><" TooK bus in the end, but still goT wet~ Lolx. HearTachE fOr my "husband". And during combine practice, alMost faInted. The sound of the band was sOooO RaW. Sounds like a yr 1 band tO me. AnD I couldn't plAy foR long toO, cos' I didn't practice for 2 weeks and my muscLes were not strOng. Aww. Can see that Ms Tan was tIred after teachIng us. She kept saYing teaching Fuhua bAnd was not enjoyAble. ><" HaIz. Duno ah~ Ahhh. Lots of things tO do. Played piano for like 2 hrs just now. HavE to revise, write my diary, dO hw, and practise clarinet later. Wahahaha. Not enougH time. I'd better get gOing!! BatHtime!



We can work things out -8:52 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004



VoiCe "breaKing" agAin..


Omg. This is terrIble. I just camE back frm schOol and I realised that my voice is disappearIng agaIn toDaY. ><" TodaY's lessOns were wIu weeT! Super gd again. Our first 2 hrs of STATS tutorial was great! No power sUpply and it was kinda dArk. But when the power supply came back, the teacher couldn't teacH cos' we didn't have our bks~ Lolx. So we went off earlY from class. YaY! Lolx. THen went tO foOdcourt 4 and quickly copied notes for MOB. Cos' we just received our notes today. After this we went tO our MOB lesson. Mr CheOng again. ><" We diD some questions for the Break Talk article in our own groups and after that, we were free agaIn! Lolx. Went tO meet CherYl and friends at fOodcourt 4 again. Geraldine, ShanteLL, LinyinG, and MeInu was there. Wah. LinYing was super hYper~ After I ate my fish and chIps, I was rushIng to the cca boOth. Cos' my dutY's at 1pm to 3 pm, buT I reached there at 2pm =x Got rePrimanDed by "mUmmy" and lulu jie. Cos' toO late le. Lolx~ THen that ChOngyew, duno whY went tO pull my hair until I almost fell dOwn ><" Anyway, I talked tO lots of yr 1s toDay. Kept puLling them tO join AstRo club. And also found 3 gers who had thE same JaP class timEtable as me..YaY!! lOlx! Then I was tAlking craP with kAi kai and keXin. WaH. Talked crAp for sO long until nO voice le. ><" Doing some revisIon later. Can't understand ><" And also, Ks didn't see me at the boOth todaY again. Think he cOcked-eYed le. I wore pink deliberately sO that he can mAke me out from the crowD. dOtz~ When I reached the mrt station, he told me tO go to his clubhouse tO find hIm. DiaO~ I walked so mucH today, somemore wearinG sliPpers. Needa walk all the way bacK and I don't even have the slightest idea where his clubhouse is. Do u tHink I'll walk there? Lolx. If I'm wearing shoes, mAybe I would. Ahh..anYwaY, gOing to batHe le. Oh yA. The alBum Ocean, by Ou dE yanG rOx!! Lolx! ^^



We can work things out -5:13 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004



PrOblems?


This is gEttIng weiRd. 0.o JiaFeng msg mE and said that this was his last msG and he'll msg me one year later? 0.o BluR. ANd he also saiD he'll bUy me that windstruck vcd anD gIve me. HuH? I wenT toTalLy bLur~ ANyway, tmR is certainLy gonNA be a..cUte daY! Wahaha. COs' I'm goinG to the cca bOoths together with 2 of my CADC friends. Although it's only 2 of thEm, I'm contented le. Miss alL of thEm ><" SoB..Going together wIth Meinu anD CheryL. Wah. I'll feEl very "bright" tomorrOw. Lolx! Think I walk halfway with them, I rUn awaY? Will that be a gd idea? Wahahaha. ANyway, I got to dO lots of things tmr. HMm. Needa start preparing foR my presentation, read my TIMES magazInes, update blOggies, searCh foR more astrO stuFf. Ahhh. It's enough to take up 12 hrs of my tIme. Think I better go write another diarY! It's realLy late now lE! HAiz. Once agAin, I'm misSing him. ALrighT, needa gEt gOing.
I'lL be bAck -ArnolD sChwarzZenegger



We can work things out -11:28 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004



CCA bOoths..


BacK frm scHooL! Hmm. Must sPeaK in staNdard eNglish. Lolx! TodaY's lectUre was errr..noT tirIng at alL. Hahaz. We were lAte fOr thE MOB lectUre but nvM. Felt that thE lecturer, Mr ChEong is abit weird. Cos' his eyes keEp lOoking at places where thEy weren't suPposed tO be ><" Then dUring his 2 hrs tUtorial, wah. I'm imPressEd! We didn't learn anytHing about MOB during the 2 hrs. He talked on and on abOut his historY. THen 1 hr later, he tOld us to fill in the "AbouT mE" form. Then he went thrOugh one by one. zZz. When he read my interest that I wrote in the form, I laUgh until bTh. He just kEpt saYing "WAH. PiaNist aH!" Then after that, he saId "WAH! Can plAy the clarInet alSo Ah!" DiaO. Then I just laughed and laUghed. After his lesson, we went for luncH. BUt as usual, foOdcourt 6 was fulL. So we went tO foOdcour 4. After lunch, we went for our ECONS lesson. Thought we were laTe agaIn, but surprisIngly, the lecturer was even later! DOtz. Then after 5 mins, he caMe. He talked tO us about ECONS, tOok attendance, then we can gO! OMg! ><" Only 10mins of lessOn?!! Haha. We were suPposed to go home at 3pm. But we were free at 1.10pm. Hmmm. Walked around and went to the cca boOths at the sports haLl. Eeee..sO smAll only. Compared to the one during our enrolment, it was nothing. Lolx! I'm tryiNg out CADC (current affairs debating club) fOr 1 montH. This club is about organising camps/events for the whole schooL. After signing up for CADC, I went tO AstrO booTh. Sat there and wrote my diary. Muahahaha. Must make use of timE. And I received a call frOm Qi. She tOld me to go down to the orphanagE at Jurong East for an intervIew on SatUrdaY morninG. YiPpeE!!! Lolx! *craZy gEr* Haha. GoinG tO bathE le. Tata~




We can work things out -6:18 PM



First daY Of schOol..


WaH. SchOol is soOOooOOo bOring. ><" sObsob~ Went tO school togEther wIth Jolene and friends. No idea y I don't feEl as comfortabLe with them compared tO other friends I have. ><" I even lIke my 3 daYs acquaInted frieNds better. (CADC) MisS thEm~ DurinG lessons, I was practicalLy daYdreAming. ComparIng all the lecturers frm the different modules, I loVE the EffecTive ComMunicatIon's lecturer tHe best! MRs mOk!~ She trIed tO chanGe the atMospheRe in tHe clasS. FrOm bOrIng tOooOoo LIvElY! Hahaz. For the rest of the lessons, I was slEepIng awaY..WeEeeee. Hmmm. WarnIng, highlY confIdential: Don't dare tO saY this in my publIc diArY. But if I still don't saY now, I'm afraId my heart is abouT to burst..I mISs hIm! Lolx~ mIss hIm alOt. HaiZ. ALmost 6 months liaO still can'T forget. Mei yOu yOng! Better starT revIsing my wOrk soOn. Hahaz. 1st daY luckIly don't needa revIse mUCh. UpdAte tILl here. tAta~




We can work things out -9:58 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004