work pressure
I'm cracking under pressure. I'm gonna lose control anytime soon and at this rate, I really have no idea how much tolerance I have left in me. I feel like crying, but there are no tears. I wanna scream and make myself feel better, I wanna run away from it all, but all these just seem impossible. I really don't know what to do. There are like no more choices for me, except for tolerating for another 4 months. But one day alone seems like a year. I can feel my life dying away, shortening. I'm not those who care much about the salary/pay when I work so people please stop telling me that my pay is high considering that I'm only an intern. I do appreciate all of your kind intentions but I'm not those kinda human who care much about money. I don't mind living a poor but happy life. I want to be happy. I feel so miserable everyday, now. I feel broken.
Lights will guide me? Bullshit.
We can work things out -10:36 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006