is it really bye bye?
Grandad's leaving us. That's what Mummy told me the minute my class ended just now. It's Christmas eve. Such a nice day. But why a bad thing like that has to happen? Deep down inside. I'm afraid. Afraid of what? I don't really know too. I just feel that I'm getting weird nowadays. I'm slowly retreating into my own shell. Bit-by-bit everyday. Dear has been super duper ultra patient with me nowadays too. Thanks dear. =) But I'm fighting in a emotional and psychological battle now. It's hard to win. Very difficult. Tests are all coming in 2 weeks' time. Haven't studied, no idea what the lectures are all about. Projects, all not done. I don't know how to survive. Going to visit grandad le. Probably the last time. And then to my cousin's house. Hai. I'm not a strong girl.
We can work things out -1:29 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004